Full Circle

So, I've come full circle. I can't help myself. Coming back to this feeling is easy yet painful. I feel like I've simply given in again. So, what if I have? Is that so wrong?

You've got to get away.
I get lost in the thought of losing you.
You've got to get away. I know it's a dream but it must be true.
Wave now goodbye. It's the lesson that you've been given.
You can always move on to better things

I've got a golden opportunity to try again and break the cycle of the circle. Perhaps this is the right thing to do? But if it is, why does it feel...wrong?